And then there was ONE....

So this morning is not a good morning. After kicking up all my drug doses this weekend we only have 1 large follicle the rest just decided not to grow. So I am very sad this morning. I had such hope this cycle, and now it is pretty much over. I have wanted this baby so much so I cry with the thought another month is gone. My biggest concern now is not trying it again next month but is that the due date next month would be around the first of Aug. Well DH deploys for 6 months in Aug 2010. Why do I have such high hopes for having this baby and so many things just seem to not be right? So today I am sad for my one follicle that will never be more then that.